I paint views of the human body
that intentionally obscure literal references. This approach reveals the body
as an abstraction that can be beheld without the reference to proper names.
Notions of wrist, hand or leg are distractions that would make subject of that
which I want to be viewed as object. I want the work to express a visceral
humanness by rendering the body formally where it is reduced to anatomical and
fleshy curves that play off each other through the manipulation of light and
shadow. It also allows the paint to become the flesh itself, which to me is far
more important than referencing actual parts of the body. The works vary
greatly in size where some are as large as ten feet across and others as small
as twelve inches. The scale enables the work to express a range of proximity
where the small works are very intimate and the largest of them communicate as
vast landscapes that reflect the sublime.
I have very specific intentions for
why I do this work. I want to tap into perceptions of the body that are
intuitive because I believe that proper names carry with them connotations that
disrupt the act of direct aesthetic perception. I am very influenced by
Derrida’s writings on Deconstruction and Poststructuralism. These names that we
use to identify the body in parts are wholly subjective and have no intrinsic
connection with the forms themselves. Where does the lip end and the chin
begin? The body is being and language is the clothing of identity. I want the
paintings to be self-reflexive statements of sensuality that act as metaphor;
when all thought is stripped away, all that is left is feeling. It is portrayal
of ourselves to embody the very mystery of ourselves. The series is titled
Flesh Compositions and they are simply numbered.
Donald Kuspit said that paint is a
medium perfectly suited for the rendering of flesh. I take this further in that
I am not simply rendering flesh; I am making it. I agree with Clement
Greenberg’s idea that in a painting, the paint is just as poignant a subject as
the picture. The tactility that I want the work to reflect requires that not
only the image read spatially and environmentally but that it also exists
materially. My figurative painting influences include Lucian Freud and Jenny
Saville. A Freud painting captures the psychology of the subject in the
material. The violence of Jenny Saville’s subjects mimics her application.
Other artists of great interest to me are Mark Rothko and Richard Serra. Rothko
sought the sublime in his subject and represented it in vacuous spaces. I am
after the same sensation that his paintings reflect but I am interested in
doing it by using the physical. This points to Richard Serra, namely his
Torqued Ellipses series that tower above the viewer. I want my large works to
communicate the same claustrophobia not with a sculpture but with a painting.